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Distract me
03:47
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Distract me from this hour, this place
divert me and my thoughts away
From all these things, that into my head sing
and more often than not, make me rot
Love and all its friends
just a means to our ends
But shivers through my mind she still sends
shivers through my mind she still sends
Hide me from these people, these ways
calm me, so I might not run away
Towards all these things, that into my head sing
and more often than not, make me rot
I'm so amused and ashamed,
cause a strange air of gloom, here blooms
Since I bathed inside your body, since I stayed inside your mind
since I bathed inside your body
The night it blends into my mind
the colors emerge from the dark behind
In that aberrant light I wish, I melt
never to emerge or ever be felt again.
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2. |
Summerhouse
03:01
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There's a fever running through my brain
it makes me fade away
Since the day you've gone, well, I too haven't, stayed at our old place
There's a laughter playing in my heart
and it never seems to stop
Since the day I saw you standing there on the, stairs at Summerhouse
And I never knew until that day
if I could love someone that much
But it seems like it's the only thing, that has never left
Cause all the other things and beings
don't exist for me anymore
Cause in you I've found what I was and wasn't looking for and so much more
When we were playing with our toys
we two were weeping our days away
A grief for ages too upon like it was nothing, everyday
Every night I asked myself
what is and not to stay
And not a day has passed since the day we met when I've found myself alone again.
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3. |
Too little
05:36
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Oh please let it be
there's more of it I want to see
Oh please set it free
my vision, it's getting blurry
I've never had enough of it
and I don't think I ever will
The only memory I have is of the future
please don't play with it, it's not for you to destroy
The only memory I have is of the future
and it's looking so good without you in it
Oh please let me be
the way you can never bear to see
I'd do whatever need be
to save your world from getting gloomy
I'll go away, I promise you
Cause I can't see you getting sad like this
and I don't think I ever can make you happy
The only memory I have is of the future
there are somethings, I don't like about it
The only memory that I have is of the future
and it's not looking that good without you in it.
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4. |
Keep up with you
04:19
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I can't keep with you
I don't want to lie to you
But disclosure of the truth, would be suicide
You know it better than I do
know it better than I do
Know it better than I do, don't you
Love could only be so scarce
Times could only be so harsh
With everyday, you show me
new depths into, which I could sink
Day after day, all I do is stray
sometimes towards, more often away
Someday, we'll sit face to face
and not feel the years between us have dissolved, for nothing
Someday, we'll sit face to face
and not feel the way we do right now
Until then, don't kill me with your thoughts
and I won't kill you in my thoughts
Just keep waiting for that day
with your heart and mind intact.
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5. |
I have a gift
03:15
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I have a gift
and it makes me drift
Away,
well that's not just to say
I have an urge
to make my thoughts converge
Into,
the nothingness that is you
Oh the thought
it could never be fought
But if you look at it closely
its nothing as such but still it got too much
I have a disease
and it makes me displease
Them all,
who helped me bring down the wall
I have a mind
and it never lets me leave things behind
So,
there aren't too many places I can go to
There aren't too many places I can go to
So, I come to you
Oh the thought
it could never be fought
But if you look at it closely
its nothing as such but still it got too much.
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6. |
Fatal to you
04:57
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Well, does it really matter anymore
cause I can't really help but ignore
All your versions of the episodes that we never had
please forgive me, oh you know that I've tried
I've always lacked the ability
to see and sustain the stability
That you bring to the table and to the life, that we lead
oh please keep on it, even though it could be
Fatal to you
Fatal to the tree of love you grew
My heart's desires are so many
everyone believes that my blood is funny
But I know that you know, you know its not so
please stay there, even if it's not aglow
Sober is not what I am
on your face, the door I slammed
It kills me, on other days it, liberates me
please stay with me, even though it would be
Fatal to you
Fatal to the tree of love you grew
All stupid things
love makes you do
The tree that you just cut
oh yes it was the one you grew.
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7. |
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I think its time
it's been long
Since I've been a part of something sublime
I think its you
I've seen enough
Now, I'll start, without much ado
I think I'll love
say a few unspoken truths
But only if and when, the push comes to shove
You're really pleasing to the eye
but my mind's about to burst
My ears, they're bleeding
you could never quench the thirst of my heart
Yet here we are still together
but only in unfamiliar eyes
And you might really want to be here
but I just don't have nowhere else to go
Now my vision is bruised
with all these delusions that you house
Of being abused
We were just misused
I know you will differ
But its better than being left unused
I'm the one to be blamed
You've seen as I've made you see
You've felt as I've made you feel
You're really pleasing to the eye
but my mind's about to burst
My ears, they're bleeding
you could never quench the thirst of my heart
Yet here we are still together
but only in unfamiliar eyes
And you might really want to be here
I just don't have nowhere else to go
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8. |
Yes, I know
03:21
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Yes, I know
what you want to, all that what you want to, know
But I never, no I never
show that to you
Until you promise, yes you promise
to feel the same about me
As I do
Yes, I do, about you
Yes, I know all the tricks and all the turns and all the twists
there are in the true meaning of your words
When you just say them with all your love
There's no need to play the game
when there's so much at stake
There's no need to play the game
when there's so much to lose
If you really want to
find the answers, know the truth
Then, just look into your heart
the way that I do
And then I come to know
if you're here
To stay forever and ever or not
oh my dear, oh my dear
There's no need to play the game
when there's so much at stake
There's no need to play the game
when there's so much to lose
Yes, I know
what you want to, all that you want to know
But I never, no I never
show that to you
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9. |
All that we want
03:36
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We want the same things
but all at different times
We want the same things
not with each other sometimes
Doesn't make the love, we think we have
any less true
Day after day, all we do is stray
seldom towards, more often away
The future's been saved
but we've been compromised
All the love that we made
I hope it comes to our aid
Cause to think of her now, with someone else
is all that I do
What I couldn't imagine, in my strangest dreams
is all that I see
A strange air of gloom, blooms
below a layer of love, shoved
No anger or shame
my feelings for you I'll rename
In the end, it don't matter
how it all got shattered
No anger or shame
my feelings for you I'll rename
No anger or shame
My feelings for you I'll rename.
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10. |
Still
04:32
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She stays so still,
even though she knows, it's against my will
She always liked those cheap thrills
her hearts desires, they fulfilled
I try to lift her high
but she's too heavy for me tonight
I close my eyes and I see her
in the tunnel, almost crossing the border
She stays so still
what I could never do, they did so well, these pills
A funny fear in me it instills
Seeing her eyes and all the dreams that it spills
I try to lift her high
but she's too heavy for me tonight
I close my eyes and I see her
in the tunnel, almost crossing the border
She's all covered in red and white
and I don't know what to do
Should I hold her tight or should I set her free from her miseries forever.
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11. |
Life from the outside
04:09
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She stays so still,
even though she knows, it's against my will
She always liked those cheap thrills
her hearts desires, they fulfilled
I try to lift her high
but she's too heavy for me tonight
I close my eyes and I see her
in the tunnel, almost crossing the border
She stays so still
what I could never do, they did so well, these pills
A funny fear in me it instills
Seeing her eyes and all the dreams that it spills
I try to lift her high
but she's too heavy for me tonight
I close my eyes and I see her
in the tunnel, almost crossing the border
She's all covered in red and white
and I don't know what to do
Should I hold her tight or should I set her free from her miseries forever.
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12. |
Changed
04:49
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The ears and eyes are same
but the sound and view has changed
Yes, maybe I'm deranged
or maybe I just rearranged
The skin and lips are same
but the colour and taste has changed
Yes, maybe I am changed
or maybe you just got exchanged
I let it flow
Wherever it wanted to
And I've come to this point
where I never wanted to
Everything you do is worthless
everything that I do is gold
Now I've come to this point
where I never wanted to
When the already seen is not the scene
more often than not it gets obscene
The face and hair are same
but the beauty and glow has changed
Yes, maybe I'm different
or maybe you're the deterrent
The hands and hearts are same
but the touch and sense has changed
Yes, maybe I forgot
or maybe you just made it rot
I let it flow
Wherever it wanted to
And I've come to this point
where I never wanted to
Everything that you do is worthless
everything that I think is gold
Now I've come to this point
where I never wanted to
Everything I do is worthless
everything that you think is gold
It's gold
The recall, it was subtle
but so was what we had
The feeling, it was brittle
but brutal was the fad.
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